Monday, Monday...

 So after I seriously made a massive pig out of myself on Super Bowl Sunday, I pushed myself to get outside & go for a walk. Well, I ended up walking 4 miles! I fell good about it, but I am sure my legs are cursing me out! :P I am going to re-join Weight Watchers this coming Sunday. I have done the program once before & it really works....as long as you stick to it & don't go off half cocked like I did, managing to gain back most of the weight I had lost.

 I blame myself completely for allowing myself to get heavy again. Yes, I admit Doug doesn't eat very healthy but I guess I shouldn't have followed suit. I need to have more will power, I know that is exactly my problem. Instead of coming home from work & snacking I should just drink water, unless I really do feel ravenous...but have a healthy veggie snack NOT potato chips! I swear about 85% of me is all potato chip!

 I keep thinking about 9/13/2013....That is the day of our wedding! I don't wish for my photos to have to be in a panoramic shot because I am the size of a hippopotamus...I want to be happy, healthy & able to breathe when I get down on the dance floor! Beyond that I don't wish to be a diabetic. I know too many people whom suffer from this disease & it worries me that I won't be able to control it & I will be dead before I am 50 years of age. I have been heavy a good 75% of my lifetime & it is about it I FINALLY kick the fattie out of me!

 I really wish sometimes I did not leave Long Island because at least there I had friends I could exercise with at times. Having not a single friend here in NJ sucks & getting Doug to take a walk with me is impossible. UGH! Anyways, that's it for this edition of my life. Until next blog....SMILE! :D

Some call it slacking, others call it being so damn busy you forget you have a blog!

 Geez! Almost a month without my insane mind being blogged, how did you ever live without me?! :p


So let's recap. I have been trying to lose weight. Success is not easy I have lost and gained the same 5lbs since my last entry. It pisses me off completely because I have no clue what I am doing wrong.

I have acquired a new work schedule which is 5 days a week with a possible 6th day thrown in if necessary. I always bring my lunch (I try and get it to be healthy) & am busy enough to not be able to gorge on junk. I guess sooner or later my plateau will break....

Not much really else happening in life. Just hope that this mundane lifestyle starts to become more exciting soon, or I may lose my mind! I shouldn't complain, I guess other people have it worse then I.

Well, I am ending it here for now. If I think of anything else to blabber about I will update! Until then....SMILE! :D